Monotonous Memorizing

Over and over in my mind, or out loud when I can. Trying to make the words stay, to make sense, and apply. Deeper into the mass of words, and still only beginning. I slow, and forget.

Then a call from the depth "awake and arouse your faculties.....exercise a particle of faith, yea, even if ye can no more than desire to believe, let this desire work in you, even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion of my words."

I am awake, I desire, and I have a place ready.